Chp 40 - Emperor's DayI had spent the whole day away from her, going about tasks silently and shrugging Benni away when he asked me questions. Night came and by the time I woke up I began to pack my few belongings. I did all this calmly and methodically, blocking her from entering my mind. I pushed her and her tear soaked face away and did not think of it again. But he was proving more difficult to budge. I slept and his face plagued my dreams. My dismissal was inevitable, but for the first time since I arrived I felt a desire to return home. Pushing him away was a foolish idea because he was always around me and I knew what it was like, I knew how it felt to be f
Chp 39 - The Upwards ClimbShe was all around me. She encircled me. The smell of her thick makeup, the touch of her skin against mine. Her arm brushed my thigh and her hair fell loosely into my chest. She traced the lines of my body, and kissed my neck with tenderness. And my hands were on her too, I stroked her bare back and felt it arch in my palms. She smiled with dark brown eyes and pink lips and then pressed them against mine. Her wet tongue danced in my mouth as my hands travelled to her soft breasts and caressed them slowly. She moaned in my mouth as she shifted so she was on top of me, then she moved her body slowly and breathed heavily into my ears.I leapt u